I am afraid when the day comes to give you answer I don’t know what to say. I’m starting to feel lost again. I went from knowing what I want to not know again so fast that I can’t remember when it happen. People all my life always leave and yes they come back but i never know for how long, that I stop putting faith in them so I don’t feel no pain. Today it happened, the day where you made me not believe in you again. Why?, because I thought maybe this could be perfect again and just maybe you would give me the light I once seen in you and for a moment the light started closing in me. I’m hurt as I wrote this because I begin to question the future you talked about and when will it come crashing down on me. So, I am writing this letter just to tell you that, I am going on my own journey. I love you and will remain with you but until I can see that light again, I must take my own path to prepare for the worst to come.
Hope you prove me wrong. L