• oops i caught feelings

    by  • November 14, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 6 Comments

    i don’t know what it was exactly that happened, but somehow it hit me hard and shook my whole world. whenever i fell for you, everything inside my brain had changed. but unfortunately for me, i was the only one of us that felt it. once you decided that the games you played were no longer fun, that’s when i felt it the most. i sat waiting for a text that i knew was never coming. i kept hoping for a conversation that you were never planning to have. and now that it’s been awhile, and my heart has had the chance to heal, i still feel it, except now it’s just a dull pain. where i once got butterflies and heart palpitations at the sound of your name, now i just get a stomachache. yet still, every time i get a notification, i secretly hope it’s you. because at the end of the day, i would let you break my heart all over again. i’ll never mean much to you, i’m just another option. but you… you’re my weakness

    6 Responses to oops i caught feelings

    1. Kat
      November 15, 2017 at 9:11 pm

      Maybe they did feel a change too, and it scared/scares them. Maybe it’s really not a game. Maybe it’s just running. Maybe they’re yearning to take that pain away and don’t know how. Maybe they’re sitting there wanting to text or call and are too scared of your rejection that they feel they deserve. Maybe they’re already beating themselves up for their mistakes.

    2. Lena
      November 17, 2017 at 8:38 am

      This is really sweet. You should let that person know how you feel. Because chances are they don’t know and I’m willing to bet things would change. Sometimes you just have to put yourself out there. Courage my friend

    3. Bundle
      November 17, 2017 at 9:34 am

      My ex is bound to think I wrote this
      I’m just replying to say I haven’t written anything and the only way to to stop his accusations is if nobody writes anything on the Internet ever, because he’s completely paranoid and, as such, of course, refuses to seek treatment.

      • Sweetness @Bundle
        November 18, 2017 at 12:36 am

        First of all, I’m not your ex… we never dated.

        Secondly, you’re insane on so many different levels and it’s honestly concerning.

        Thirdly, why does it matter to you if your ex thought you wrote this? Also, you said you “haven’t written anything” which is obviously a lie because I’ve been reading letters on this site for years; you used to write daily letters…

        Honestly, I know you post replies like this because you want to hear from me and you miss me. There’s nothing wrong with missing me… I miss you all the time and always think about you.

        I can’t even write anything for you anymore because you ruined this site for me. You made a mockery of this site and trashed what could’ve been an amazing relationship.

        Over time you’ve become increasingly vain; you’ve developed a distorted perception of your so called ‘ex’ and your low intelligence is exemplified through all of your hateful writings…

        Truth is love… and you condemn our love before investigating it which is the height of ignorance.

        I don’t play games, so I knew this letter wasn’t for me anyway…

        I love you and I still do…

        But I will always be wanting/needing more than what you’re willing to give me… you offer breadcrumbs while my girlfriend offers a full plate of food; you’re not bringing anything to the table. You just don’t understand how my brain operates and you don’t understand love.

        Why would I go out of my way to see you after everything you did? I honestly don’t think we can be together. I don’t respect your career path and I don’t respect your moral compass… I found a great girl and I’m happy with her, so please, do us both a favor and forget about me, forget about us.

        I don’t need you in my life; I have no need and no room in my life for a hateful bitch like you. Goodbye, stranger.

        – Me

        • Bundle@AliKnotSweetness
          November 20, 2017 at 2:21 pm

          I might reply to this when I’ve stopped laughing.

        • Bundle
          November 26, 2017 at 7:07 am

          Of course Mirranda is a hateful bitch, as you put it. You have told us yourself that she has a restraining order on you! You also told us that she has a PPO!

          YOU ARE INSANE, 100%!

          Be assured that neither I nor Mirranda are missing either of you crazies; you, AliK or the lunatic formerly known as Sweetness.

          Lol you fucking crazies.

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