• i’m an ugly girl

    by  • November 14, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 0 Comments

    i am an ugly girl. i am 16, a student, a huge book nerd, and ugly. it’s what i use to describe myself. when i say this, it’s not for pity or fishing for compliments, its what i say alongside the fact of my two different colored eyes and freckled skin. i will never be a girl that boys chase. i will never be a girl that other girls are envious of. i’m not happy about it, but i think by now i have accepted it. i have accepted that every time i like a boy, i will be greeted by heartbreak because nobody will see me differently. don’t believe me? the last boy i liked pretended to be gay so that he wouldn’t have to talk to me. oh and he very much likes girls, just not ugly ones. i don’t really know why this is such a thing for me, but i can’t get over my looks. i know that i probably won’t die alone and love isn’t the most important thing in this world. but for now, as a 16 year old girl, my terrible looks will be a source of insecurity as all of my friends are dating and i am crying myself to sleep

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