• Remember EVER

    by  • November 8, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 3 Comments

    Do u think I want to think about u? Do u think I like it when every thought leads back to u? Do u think it’s fun being depressed every day? Yea I love feeling like I have absolutely nothing to live for, no motivation, nothing to make this prison they call life worth it. I had u. I wanted u for 6 months. I did everything I could to make u happy and to show u that I loved u. For SIX MONTHS. Then the one thing I prayed for actually came true, for the first time in my life. I have never been as happy as I was when I was with u. I felt like I won. I felt like everything I went thru paid off and I was sitting at the finish line. I had everything I wanted. But I couldn’t accept it for what it was. I had to go and fuck it up again, just like everything else. I overthink and I panic and I ruin things. But if I got anything out of this last year, I got these 2 things: 1) I love u. With all my heart I love u. And 2) nothing could make me feel the way I felt with u. When we kissed, when we fucked, u made me feel like I was on top of the world. I know u don’t love me anymore. And I know u have moved on. But I haven’t. I can’t. I can’t let u go. I can’t let go of everything we had. I can’t let go of the future we wanted together. After everything we have been thru, that was everything to me. YOU were everything to me. And somehow, 3 months later, u still are. I love u. I’ll always remember EVER

    3 Responses to Remember EVER

    1. ......
      November 8, 2017 at 7:29 pm

      I think about it everyday.

    2. ......
      November 9, 2017 at 5:57 pm

      Stars and back.

    3. Angel
      December 21, 2017 at 4:55 am

      I love this, wished my ex wrote and felt this way. I was never truly their Angel..

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