Stop denying what you feel and just go with it. I’m willing to do whatever it takes to make this work. You and I know we were meant to be. You also know that I got everything it takes in order to satisfy you and provide the lifestyle you want. A rainbow arsenal of polo’s right? Right. Damn right you know what I’m talking about. You’re never gonna get there with him and with your current lifestyle and you damn well know it. Also think is this the environment you want to raise (y)our future children in? No, it’s not.
There’s only one person I’m leaving to leave her for — and that’s you. You know your parents would love me for pretty much all reasons – religion, race, upbringing and politics. It might be a hard pill for you to swallow but it’s true and you know it.
That being said, I’m terribly sorry for unloading on you over the last couple weeks. That I’ve gotten no response to them is punishment enough.
You’re right – you can be cold hearted and mean. Can be is the key phrase — in your heart you know you’re not. I am sorry, truly sorry, (because I was once a man like this) for the person that hurt you (badly) and made you the woman you are today. Why am I apologizing for someone else? I don’t know but if that’s what it takes to get you to see your TRUE worth as a woman and person and make the right choice, then so be it.
You’re NOT a bad person. I’m willing to look past your past (because I understand what it’s like to have and hide one, myself).
I am willing to do whatever it takes to put a smile on your face – always said it always meant it. Let’s start over new and do this the way it was meant to be done.
So “woman up” and respond your thirty plus “self” to me.
PS – I know you peaked – I am sorry if you didn’t find them because I deleted them from my profile (DB subfolder) before you found them. I can “accidentally” post them somewhere though… 🙂