• The balance of better man

    by  • November 4, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 1 Comment

    Mike (this is the only portion of Eddie Vedder you will ever get from me)

    “Waitin’, watchin’ the clock, it’s four o’clock, it’s got to stop
    Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech
    As he opens the door, she rolls over
    Pretends to sleep as he looks her over

    She lies and says she’s in love with him, can’t find a better man
    She dreams in colour, she dreams in red, can’t find a better man”

    “J” Joseph (thank you from the bottom of my heart)

    “Talkin’ to herself, there’s no one else who needs to know
    She tells herself, oh
    Memories back when she was bold and strong
    And waiting for the world to come along
    Swears she’d do it, now she swears he’s gone

    She loved him, yeah, she don’t want to leave this way
    She feeds him, yeah, that’s why she’ll be back again”

    Everything in life has to have a balance and I can honestly say that you J were exactly what I needed. Thank you for accepting all the broken pieces I became and showing me love regardless. I knew what I had ahead of me and I felt it was wrong to hold on to you while I did what I needed to do. I want nothing more than you to be happy and I will love you forever! Unlike the song I never came back so to speak……but its okay because in my heart you never left.

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    One Response to The balance of better man

    1. Britney
      November 5, 2017 at 1:48 pm

      And I am well aware that picture was taken at your apartment. If you ever had mistaken my intent in regards to our outcome I truly apologize. You are stupid to ever think I would have left you had my situation been different. If we could have just stayed in Mexico. I always go back to that same thought.



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