• Archive for November 4th, 2017


    by  • November 4, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Help • 0 Comments

    i couldn’t breath i couldn’t see everything was so loud in my ears and my heartbeat sounded like it was amplified by ten speakers i was bawling screaming hyperventilating sitting on the bathroom floor i couldn’t breath and all u did was sit there and watch me u watched my world collapse around me u

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    it’s me again

    by  • November 4, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 1 Comment

    heyo it’s the weirdo rereading perks of being a wallflower. i have therapy today and i’m terrified. i had a panic attack about having to talk to my therapist about my panic attacks. yesterday my sister asked me if i was cutting and searched my room for blades. i’m not cutting but ik why she

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    by  • November 4, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    We just exchanged very cordial emails about the fact that we’re going to be in the same place later today … oh Allison, what I wanted to write in addition to “thanks” is that I am a mess knowing that I’m going to see you. I still am so in love with you and miss

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