You ruined me. i gave you everything i could given the circumstances. i loved you so much, more that i could ever let you know. You ruined everything for me, i think of you every night and day, my heart aches for you. every time my phone lights up i pray its you asking for my love. its been almost 6 months since i last talked to you and almost 4 5 since ive seen your gorgeous smile. i used to live for that smile and now i feel guilty for even having a genuine laugh because my heart hurts for you so much. i know you were never mine, you were hers and you’re all hers. i want you to come back to me, i could be everything for you. i could make you so happy and i know that you would make me the happiest girl in the whole world. i would do anything to see that beautiful smile again and know its because of me. and yes Jacob i could make you happier than she ever could because i love you more than she ever could.