You called me cryptic for so long because i was scared to show you what was in my heart but what you didn’t know was that behind the walls i built for myself is the same heartbroken girl you left 5 years ago. i was scared that you would see that i haven’t moved on and that you were still my whole heart. you called me cryptic because i was so scared to love you again for my own good, but when i called you cryptic it as because you were hiding you feelings for her. you didn’t want me to see through your act, see that you were using me for when you got bored or wanted to switch things up. I began seeing this when you would distance yourself from me the second we got too close and when i started to lean away from you in hopes of saving my heart from another Jacob corruption you turned the table and made me out to be the bad guy. you refused to talk to me and when i called you out for being a hypocrite you pushed me away and never looked back. to this day wish it was because you truly cared for me and couldn’t see me with another man, but in my heart i know it was because you were looking for an out. a reason to end things with me so you could be happy with her. You’ll never understand the things i would’ve dine for you. ill love you forever and maybe if im lucky well meet again one day when there’s nothing standing in our way. you’re all i ever wanted. my handsome cryptic love.