• Heartbroken and In Love

    by  • October 23, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 2 Comments

    I’ve seen the texts again. Even after you told me you were done with her. After you told me she was just a faze. Two months later and I see the texts. How can you be sleeping so soundly next to me when you know you’ve been lying to my face. Im tired of being heartbroken. Tired of staying up crying at night wondering what I don’t have that she does.

    The next morning when I confront you about it you put the blame on me for snooping. We end up going through the same argument that weve already had. In the end you sweat talk to into staying. You say your sorry and that your an idiot. I’m the only one for you and your one true love. I let you sweet talk me since I know im not going to leave. I never do. You realize that. I love you so much that I deal with the heartbreak. I deal with the crying and the lying. I deal with her.

    Why do you do this to me? Why cant you just love me the way that I love you? Stay loyal. Act your age. Be a good example to your kids. Why do you have to be this way?

    I go back to putting on a act the next day. Wake up, make breakfast for the kids, send them off to school, kiss you goodbye and tell you that I love you. Which I do. Totally and completely in love. Heartbroken and in love.

    2 Responses to Heartbroken and In Love

    1. cheaters don't change
      October 28, 2017 at 3:04 am

      It’s got nothing to do with you. You could be the best woman in the world and this fckstick would still cheat. It is about him and the need he has to feed his own ego. You keep letting him and as long as you are with him, he sees it as a pass to cheat. Get rid of this meat suit. He is a useless, shallow piece of shit. People who cheat are selfish and you are teaching him that he can cheat and stay. good luck with you back bone – I hope you find it soon.

      • Britney
        November 13, 2017 at 3:02 am

        Totally agree. You deserve sooooo much better than this. Just know that the longer you stay the longer it will take you to find real happiness. Believe me there is someone that would never make you feel the way you are feeling. You have to drop this loser first and make room for someone better.

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