I’ve seen the texts again. Even after you told me you were done with her. After you told me she was just a faze. Two months later and I see the texts. How can you be sleeping so soundly next to me when you know you’ve been lying to my face. Im tired of being heartbroken. Tired of staying up crying at night wondering what I don’t have that she does.
The next morning when I confront you about it you put the blame on me for snooping. We end up going through the same argument that weve already had. In the end you sweat talk to into staying. You say your sorry and that your an idiot. I’m the only one for you and your one true love. I let you sweet talk me since I know im not going to leave. I never do. You realize that. I love you so much that I deal with the heartbreak. I deal with the crying and the lying. I deal with her.
Why do you do this to me? Why cant you just love me the way that I love you? Stay loyal. Act your age. Be a good example to your kids. Why do you have to be this way?
I go back to putting on a act the next day. Wake up, make breakfast for the kids, send them off to school, kiss you goodbye and tell you that I love you. Which I do. Totally and completely in love. Heartbroken and in love.