• Archive for October 20th, 2017

    My disappointment

    by  • October 20, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 8 Comments

    As the man I married says.. despite all the fun things I thought we’d enjoyed together, proclaiming apathy at life in the whole. He says he probably would have killed himself without me and our child. He gets solace from beleiving he’s helping me achieve my dream and occassionally looking at pictures of our daughter.

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    Oh man

    by  • October 20, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    I want to sit across a table from you and have music in the background playing. Candlelight hitting our faces as we stare at each other with hungry eyes. We would wait till we couldn’t stand it anymore, then I would have you up against the wall with your dress hiked up to your waist

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    I don’t love you

    by  • October 20, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    I’m drawn to you for reasons I’m not going to analyze. I spent too much time thinking about the why. As though it would make this go away or make it any better. I tried to deny and ignore it before but I’ve stopped now. The reason I don’t tell you this is because I

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