• If Only

    by  • October 12, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Breaking Up • 1 Comment

    If only I could meet you again.
    I’ve stopped counting the days but
    It has been half a year now.
    You’re on my mind occasionally
    But I know
    It will never be not at all
    and I wish I was able to stop
    the subconscious way I use your mannerisms in my day to day vocabulary
    As an attempt to persuade myself not to let go
    Of the hours, days and months
    We spent together
    Unknowingly creating everlasting moments of euphoria
    That now only play out
    In the ever fading memories I hold of
    Now we are just a concept and you
    You will never understand the destruction you caused through the words
    ‘Just let go’.
    I try to hate you
    And the way you expected me to respond
    As though I function with no emotion
    But still
    I am sorry
    If only we never met.

    One Response to If Only

    1. AA
      October 13, 2017 at 1:18 pm

      The majority will agree with you. If only we never met.

    Leave a Reply