• Archive for October 6th, 2017

    Being Lied Too

    by  • October 6, 2017 • To You • 1 Comment

    To The One, You were so important to me in so many special ways and I am so fucking stupid for having believed your line of shit for so, so, so long. You had always been an oasis in my mind as I traveled through life, a love story never fully realized, a boys dream

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    High School

    by  • October 6, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, School • 0 Comments

    So I just got into the first five weeks of High School, and I already want to quit. I have all of these honors and AP classes, and I’m not smart enough to keep up with the stupid classes, as well as doing sports. Sometimes I don’t even feel smart enough to do High school

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    Thank you

    by  • October 6, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    For the words u once texted me”you are a good, strong women you will prevail” those are words i have had to say to myself many of times to get throw some really bad days….i apologize for any texts that were texted to you on days i drank my self to were i dont remember

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    Fuck it

    by  • October 6, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 5 Comments

    I’m tired of being ignored. I need to focus on the people who enjoy my company. I can’t do this anymore. It gets old. I’ve not lived life since you, but today I start. I hope you the best in all you do and the future relationships you endever. I hope you all the happiness

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    You know what….

    by  • October 6, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    Don’t apologize. Dont empathize ot sympathize for me. Don’t try to make better efforts at communication with me. Keep mocking me. Keep emasculating me. Keep assuaging your own pride and others opinions of you by refusing to even acknowledge my existence. You do you. I have been thinking about you a lot and what I

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    Drakkar Noir

    by  • October 6, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Acceptance • 0 Comments

    Dark/Black Viking ship, how ironically fitting I remember when I picked out the cologne at The Bon. I remember thinking how absolutely yummy, and new, and mysterious it smelled. Everything my life was at the time. I wanted something that was new. To give to my new friend. My lover. My partner. Now . .

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