Ever get that feeling you have just been slapped in the face?!
Whilst rewriting this, 3 say; “date”. Even after all the heartache that isn’t what I want.
I want to satisfy and share with you and only you. To fulfil your wildest fantasies and mine. The pleasure together surpasses words it is so immense.
But that’s not going to happen again.
So, I should date? Right.
Still I am unsure because,
I should be over by now
Or so people say.
But alas, that seems a mere fantasy
Or a fantasy at least it should be
But not to me.
To me it has become a nightmare.
For you see,
Every day I still wake to your face
And even as the night draws near
You just pop in.
Welcome yet, unwelcome.
You knock at my door.
A visitor, just as I.
But you are a visitor that I wish to stay!
Is shouted across the lands.
But I am at a loss.
Where all the ways are draped in darkness, all the same,
The best would be a guess.
And so fast did the good intentions pass.
Stuck here on view, an exhibition for all the crew.
Naked and on show I break down these walls that I too built.
Hoping to find an answer.
From my path I see you.
Even when you do not shine so bright.
I still walk that path in darkness.
I may trip and I may fall,
At times I may even have to crawl.
But you showed me more than I had seen before.
You made me feel. No matter how much that scared/s and angers me.
And oh boy have you done that, It is a fact that I hope guides you on a path to brighter affairs.
I know I’m not perfect and that not every action has been precise.
I am sorry.
Declamations drifting into the unknown, maybe to be drown out by unacquainted souls,
It matters not!
The moons still pass, sometimes shining a salubrious light replete with hope and affirmation.
The changing form enchanting in its effortless wonder.
Surrounded by the void echoless space.
As if there is no end,
But as the old moon takes its leave.
It shall not be forgotten for even in those darkest of days it lives on.
It will prevail!
It will prevail to cast its message once more.
Even now as this day fades into night, you fade not from my mind.
Never has a day passed when I have not wanted to see your face.
I don’t know where the path will lead or what to do.
But please, don’t let life pass you by.
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