• Another Mistake

    by  • September 18, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Love - Pure and Simple • 0 Comments

    And yet again, here I am.
    I’ve made another mistake, resulting in tears, and panic attacks.
    No matter what I do,
    No matter how much I try to change,
    I just seem to hurt the people around me.
    Maybe life would be easier for you all if I wasn’t around.
    That’d be interesting.
    Don’t stress, I’m sticking around, unfortunately.
    I keep asking you if I’m right for you,
    Keep asking what’s going to happen.
    Neither of us have an answer.
    We’re both kids, how can we be expected to know?
    You’ve been through so much love,
    I’d hate to see myself added to the list of people who’ve hurt you,
    Who have left you.
    I’m sorry, I really am.
    I’m just trying to get myself through each day,
    And I know you are too.
    I keep telling myself that together, we can do this.
    That together, we can make it out alive.
    But together, we’re both slowly dying inside.
    Hiding things
    Never showing our true feelings
    We’re both constantly holding back.
    We either need to actually sit down and come up with a way to fix this…
    Or…dare I say…we need to end this.
    I will forever love you. I will forever need you. I will forever need your hugs, reassuring kisses, your voice telling me “everything’s going to be okay”.
    But I don’t want to hurt you
    I don’t want to see you lose yourself thinking you have to change for me.
    You don’t. You will NEVER have to change for me. I will not ask you to change.
    I love you for YOU.
    And you don’t have to be strong around me,
    You know you can break down in front of me babe.
    I’m here for you,
    I’m here to help,
    I’m here for good (if you let me stay),
    I’m here because I love you.

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