I think I have to stop looking at this site. That was his pet name for me once. I know it had to do with the song. Things have changed a lot since then.
On this site, it’s seems more and more often of late I am seeing comments and thinking they could be him. It hurts too much even to have a small glimmer of hope or faith that we could even so much as speak to each other in the real world at this point.
It just hurts too too much.
It’s not him. Just this song reminds me of when it was different. When it wasn’t what it is now and that just hurts a lot is all.