how am i supposed to forget about you if you’re my only source of happiness? you’re the only person who makes my life seem like it isn’t that shitty. i know you’re bad for me but you’re one of the only people who can make me smile nowadays. im constantly thinking about you and all the times we had. it really sucks to know that you don’t care about any of that. you’re like my drug. when i talk to you, all my problems go away. the only thing i can focus on is you and how much i love hearing your voice. i really wish i could get over you. you’re no good for me. im way out of your league and even though you’re the only person causing my happiness you mad me sadder and sadder every day. I’ve tried not talking to you. i just cant handle it and god i hate myself for it. i keep telling myself. let him go, stop trying, he doesn’t care, but i keep coming back to him and the process starts all over again. i will get over you. i promise i will. not today or next week. maybe not even next year but i promise i’ll make myself happy one day.