I have never loved a ghost before, but since I can’t touch you from here, you may as well be one. It all happened in the blink of an eye and I am so glad it did. You, with your kind heart and passionate, giving soul. With your grand gestures of love and your eye for detail. You know every nook and cranny of my soul. The inner workings of this once disheveled creature I’ve come to know as myself… You love me anyways. And you make it known. Neither of us have said it yet, but I know without any shadow of doubt that you and I will live the most incredible life together. We are aligned so well on this path and I have nothing but joy when I imagine us walking it together until the end. I may not be able to hold you tonight, but someday soon, when I’ve gathered myself in a manner suitable to be by your side, I will never let go of you. You have been generous with me. With my time and my effort and my money. You habe been supportive of these grand delusions of greatness that I have been carrying shamefully for decades. You, my dear, are mine. You may not see me in the morning, but you will for the rest of your life the second I can condition myself to be the woman you deserve.