_Why did I have to fall for you? Why did my world have to flip upside down the moment our eyes locked? Why did I have to feel the lightning and thunder? Did you feel it too? Or am I just crazy? Is it possible that it was real AND mutual? That would be too good to be true, because what a relief it would be to know that I am not crazy! On the other hand, I had my life under control. i may not have been happy, but I was… satisfied with being unhappy, if that makes sense??
I was dead inside, until that fateful moment. You showed me life again, and I will be forever grateful. I only hope that you can forgive me for the internal war I fight within my heart. Please understand that that war is the reason I act crazy. I do not want to overstep my boundaries, but that line is blurred sometimes when I feel that these feelings are mutual.
I do love you. Thank you and forgive me.