To all the ladies I disappointed throughout the years I want to say I’m sorry.
To the girl I fell in love with at 8th grade, I did not mean to be a creep, and besides that, you could have been nicer to me.
Thinking about it, it wasn’t really your fault, you are not to be blamed for the feelings I had for you, you are not to be blamed for your friends who made me miserable, you are not to be blamed for how your rejection made me feel.
I’m sorry for disappointing you.
To the girl I fell in love with at 10th grade, I knew you had a boyfriend this entire time, I just didn’t care. As I saw it you deserved much better than him and I was a fool to think I was qualified.
I don’t mean to say I’m not good enough for you, I wanted you with all my heart and I was and still am sure that I would be a great boyfriend for you, but you knew better.
But you too are not to be blamed, you are not to be blamed for how you made me feel around you, you are not to be blamed for your great beauty, you are not to be blamed for the way I messed up with you.
But I still want to thank you.
Thank you for being so nice to me, then and later.
Thank you for rejecting me so kindly and with your beautiful smile which always makes me feel better, even now when I no longer have those feelings.
And again, I’m sorry for disappointing you.
To all the girls I am going to meet in the future.
I want you all to know that I have made a big change in my life since the first girl rejected me.
I want you to know that now I’m much more confident and nice than I used to be.
I want you to know that I’ve been doing my best in order to become a perfect friend and boyfriend to you all.
But still I have much more to learn and so I write to you.
I am sorry for all the times I’ll make you feel uncomfortable.
I am sorry for all the times I won’t know what to say.
I am sorry for all the times I’ll accidentally embarrass you in front of your friends.
And most of all
I am sorry for disappointing you.