I can’t do it anymore, I loved you so much, you were perfect to me, and yet you held my love against me. I respected your decision, but I can’t respect the person I realise now that you truly are. You are so unlike me and you go against every value and quality I treasure in a person. You say I hurt you and I admit I did but you never considered once that you hurt me too, I spent my days drowning in guilt and pain, all because I hurt you but you don’t know how to forgive, you don’t understand what forgiveness means. Even now, you told me to stay away from you, to never talk to you, but you didn’t consider that my feelings may have changed that I feel the same way. You said you wanted to “talk” but came with no intention of listening. If you had let me speak, I would have told you, told you that I feel sick whenever I’m around you, that I’m ashamed I loved someone so unwilling to listen to other people, to truly consider what they have to say, someone who becomes absorbed in their own suffering, someone as two-faced as you. But a part of me is still sad, that everything is ruined because of a misunderstanding.