Last night I had a dream about you. In my dream you called out of no matter. You started off the conversation asking me a bunch of questions about my life. It end letting into old times we shared together. Then you asked me if I still had feeling for you. Before I could even answer you said you know I do have feelings like before and you felt the same way. You said I know we can work this out. Next thing I knew I was in front of your house walking up to your door. I got scared for a moment if this was the wrong and almost walked in he other direction. Suddenly the door opened and there you were and all those thoughts went away. I felt crazy for even thinking about it being wrong. I felt so happy to see your face. You came out and hugged me and all my cares went away. I never wanted to leave your arms.
When I wake up I felt so happy and in love then realized it was a dream. It made me miss you so much! I want to be with you but you are with Sarah. I’m not sure if you are happy with her but I promised myself I would never get involved with another one of your relationships again. I never want to jeopardize the friendship we have even if it’s the only relationship I will ever have with you again. I would rather have you in my life even if it’s only as friends. The thought of not having you in my life breaks my heart.