• Archive for August 15th, 2017

    This isn’t me.

    by  • August 15, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 2 Comments

    I just realized, I don’t like myself anymore. All of the things I used to like about myself, I replaced with the things that I don’t like about you, while I was trying to get you to like me. But now, I don’t like me. I don’t know who this is. This isn’t me anymore.

    Damn It to Hell

    by  • August 15, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Sorry • 0 Comments

    I want to beg you not to leave. I wish I could! But that is not my right,nor within my willpower. We don’t talk, not really, but we do communicate with our eyes. And I can sometimes hear your brilliant mind clicking away. You have so much on your plate, and I am constrained to

    The other week

    by  • August 15, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 0 Comments

    I’m sitting in my car and in my minds eye? Sometimes it just feels like mental conversation with Megan, in it I’m asking her as she is a very open practitioner of the Luciferian Order if she trusts her faith to keep her safe from physical harm, and I see my friend Megan and it’s