• I still feel very strongly

    by  • August 12, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 5 Comments

    I still lust after you.
    If I look at you and you notice looking back it makes my heart jump and beat like crazy.
    I am so so desperate to be close to you.
    Even when near you I feel like this magnetic pull pulling me closer to you.
    I just can’t avoid you.
    I really like being around you.
    You make me feel happy, giddy and excitable.
    Not too sure how I make you feel.
    You’re so unpredictable and I really like that about you (most of the time).
    Sometimes would love to know what you’re thinking, but then I guess you could say the same for me.
    You don’t give much away yet you discreetly show me that you are still present and you are aware.
    I so wish things were different. I wish that I could see you and we could speak.
    I’ve thought that for so long now though. When do I stop and just accept it is what it is. But I can’t because you keep showing me it’s not at all, it’s worth continuing. I don’t mind that at all. Just hope one day it will be more than that, that we can have commun-i-cation 🙂

    5 Responses to I still feel very strongly

    1. Not4ubutareplynonetheless
      August 12, 2017 at 4:45 pm

      You’ve had your chances with me.

      • couldbe2u
        August 17, 2017 at 3:04 pm

        Yes I did. But let’s not lie to ourselves, we both aren’t completely over this.

    2. D-
      August 12, 2017 at 7:59 pm

      So, communicate your feelings.

    3. @yahoo.com
      August 13, 2017 at 3:12 am

      If nothing else we could chat and maybe help each other? But I feel2exposed. I am so alone and so in need of a friend who won’t judge me in my situation who will listen.

    4. EmptytpmE
      August 15, 2017 at 7:43 am

      I will work on my communication. I will find my voice. You always pay attention to the things that fall between the lines.

      By the way I loved this writing, made me want to hug it.

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