• Time heals

    by  • August 3, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Letting Go • 5 Comments

    Time heals everything. It heals a broken heart, disappointment and disillusionment. Time heals the sadness inside and time dries the tears. I took a very long time, but time has finally healed me. I don’t crave you anymore. The thoughts of you has become few. My heart don’t pound anymore thinking about you. When I close my eyes I don’t see you anymore. Time heals everything and time has healed me. I don’t see those brown eyes when I close my eyes. I don’t see that beautiful smile. I don’t hear your voice when I clear my mind. I don’t see you walking away the last time I saw you. My heart has finally caught up with my mind. My heart finally stop believing what my mind already knew. I lost a lovely woman because I didn’t let go, but I finally learned to let it go, move on. If she wanted to have any kind of relationship with me, she would have. I have finally let go of someone that could never be mine. I finally stopped. Now, I’m ready to find the person who is meant for me. I learned to just stop.

    5 Responses to Time heals

    1. @author
      August 4, 2017 at 3:45 am

      T is this you. Why do you come on these sites instead of talking to me. Why all this?

    2. Time don't heal shit
      August 6, 2017 at 1:33 am

      I am not the author but I am a T. It is usually best to never make assumptions on this site (and in real life), but I know it is hard not to sometimes. When I read this letter I thought to myself “I hope she does not read this and think that it is from me!” Then your comment of course, haha. When I close my eyes I still occasionally see her big beautiful brown eyes staring into my soul and speaking to me without words. I hope I never forget. It is a little piece of heaven that I get to keep with me wherever I go. Question for you – Why do you still come on this site instead of talking to him?

      • @Time dont heal shit
        August 9, 2017 at 12:39 pm

        I am just plain afraid he will reject me and theres also the sensitive matter of us being friends and I just dont want to lose him. But it doesnt keep me from hoping and yearning though that maybe one day we can be together as more than friends because I really do love him but wish that he would make the first move. I get what youre saying about making assumptions on sites like these. Love letters are quiet tricky cause sometimes they echo the words that we wish the ones we love would say to us. So back to you, why wont you talk to your brown eyed love about your feelings for her?

        • Release the poison
          August 13, 2017 at 8:08 pm

          Does not seem like the OP is still friends with their person?

          Neither am I and mine, at least not in the traditional sense which typically requires dialogue. I did share my feelings with her because I just couldn’t take it anymore. I ended up losing the friendship in doing that, so I definitely understand your fear in that regards. However, I do not regret letting her know what was inside. Even if selfish, it was the only way to let go. I know she felt something just not sure exactly what. Pretty sure I scared the crap out of her trying to let her know how deep it went for me. If she ever reached out I would gladly rekindle, otherwise I will never attempt to contact her again. Mainly out of respect for her and myself.

          I don’t know anything but I would say give it a go. It is much better than holding the feelings inside. Just maybe don’t show all your cards at once, like I did!

          P.S. The “time don’t heal shit” title was an inside joke. Of course you do heal overtime (if you release the poison) but there will always be the scar.

          • @Realease the poison
            August 14, 2017 at 11:20 am

            “T” does your loves name start with an “L”

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