• I can’t believe it

    by  • July 10, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 9 Comments

    I love you. I still love you. I feel like a part of me is missing. There is no resolve. We can’t even speak. I can’t even contact you and I have to assume you don’t want to contact me.

    I stopped partying. I stopped the main thing I was doing that caused a lot of this mess, but you’re not here to share that with. You’re just gone.

    I can’t even say I’m sorry.

    I can’t believe I still feel this way, I shouldn’t.

    9 Responses to I can’t believe it

    1. Pffff
      July 10, 2017 at 1:33 pm

      How many opportunities did you have to apologize? Is the only pain that matters to you your own? If it is important that you apologize, why not do it here with names? Is it only a necessity that you be heard for the response you hope to recieve?

      • Author
        July 16, 2017 at 6:13 am

        He doesn’t want an apology. He doesn’t want anything from me. Best thing to do is leave him alone.

    2. Invisible
      July 10, 2017 at 2:46 pm

      I still love someone too..
      Its a secret though. I have too many reasons to hate him.

      • x
        July 16, 2017 at 7:45 pm

        is one of them because he “disappeared”?

    3. T.F.
      July 10, 2017 at 8:37 pm

      Maybe for me… My gmail is back up….. write

    4. j
      July 10, 2017 at 11:16 pm

      I feel the same..

      • Author
        July 16, 2017 at 6:14 am


    5. x
      July 12, 2017 at 3:12 pm

      its good to hear you stopped partying …
      keep being great.
      be safe.
      i’d love to hear from you.

      • Author
        July 16, 2017 at 6:15 am

        He doesn’t want to hear from me. I hope you hear from your person and that it’s good. X

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