If you’re ever thinking of trying to overdose to commit suicide or just to hurt yourself, don’t. I know it may seem like the only thing you have left. Like the crushing weight of the world is going to squish you or suffocate you. But it isn’t worth it. To survive after is far worse than pushing through it. TO not be able to take tylenol or have pain relief because it reminds you of what you did? The taste literally making you gag, and remember everything from that night. It isn’t worth it, to have people ask why you avoid going to the doctor even if it is to visit a friend. In fear that you may be recognized from that night. Not only that you will lose friends, your family wont understand, and your new boyfriend well having to explain it to him isn’t the best date night. It isn’t worth it.