• better sad truth than eternal missing

    by  • July 4, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Thinking of you • 5 Comments

    I used to think we had something special and beautiful. There were enough warning signs and logical reasons not to believe that but with time and a good portion of naive, maybe even desparate hope I lost my grip on reality. Now I’m glad for the unhappy ending. Otherwise I would probably still believe in my sweet dreams. What will perhaps never go away are backflashes of my intense feelings for you. Sometimes this brings tears to my eyes. I’m amazed of how much I allowed myself to get lost in all of this. It doesn’t matter what you think, say or do to hurt me, you can’t destroy what is in my heart. At the same time I hope that I will never talk to you or even see you again.

    5 Responses to better sad truth than eternal missing

    1. Hope
      July 6, 2017 at 10:44 am

      Love is not selfish. It always hopes for the best. I don’t know what your feelings were, but it wasn’t LOVE

      • think first and then think again
        July 6, 2017 at 2:32 pm

        You don’t know anything but you know. Don’t you feel ashamed of being so judgemental?

    2. C
      July 7, 2017 at 3:48 pm

      Thanks for such a heartfelt letter. I hope you meet someone that will give you more than silence. I hope you meet someone that makes you feel at peace rather than uncertainty. I don’t dream of the person that left me. Sometimes I wish I did, so it would give me some sense of closure…but now I feel I don’t even need that closure as it has been years and life is good now. Enjoy your life, there are many possibilities out there,that will help you grow..you just got to be open to it. Confusion is not love, revenge is not love, jealousy is not love, love will be there for you and support you. Fear is not love too. Reality sucks sometimes…the person you thought would have been perfect for you may not feel the same, or be taken already, or the timing and outside influence of other people can sabotoge it for you, but hey? That’s life, cut out all the negatives from life to make room to think of the positives. Good luck.

      • See2
        July 10, 2017 at 3:04 pm

        Wise advice.

    3. Me
      July 10, 2017 at 6:56 am

      I love you.

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