• I notice you

    by  • June 29, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Yearning for You • 2 Comments

    I notice you.
    It make me nervous, scatty and filled with 200 butterflies.
    You notice that I notice you.
    There is a brief moment of nothing.
    I then feel magnetically drawn to being closer to you I can’t stop the pull.
    You notice this & it makes me feel more nervous.
    I find it so hard to look at you for fear of rejection.
    You then do something completely unexpected and move toward me. I then notice for the first time in forever the effect that I have on you! I was so relieved I wasn’t the only one affected by this.
    You move closer until you can’t move anymore. I stay still trying to act chilled like I’m not noticing what you’re doing when in reality all I want to do is grab you and not let go for a while.
    But I don’t, for fear of rejection. Sounds so ridiculous. I need to just speak to you, but at the same time we don’t, wouldn’t want it to ruin what we have now.
    You completely mesmerize me. I never know what you’re up to or what you’re going to do next. I sometimes struggle to look at you for fear of falling in which is what I want, but only if that’s what you want too.
    Feel free to grab me, I won’t push you away unless you completely make me jump of course. 😉
    I will also try to make more noticeable effort as I haven’t been showing you much lately.

    2 Responses to I notice you

    1. D-
      June 29, 2017 at 2:40 pm

      I really need to notice the effort from you, even if its subtle.
      But If it is too subtle I may not notice.
      I am paying attention and will try to slowly be less subtle with each response until we actually talk about it.

      I have tried to drop subtle hints, some even not so subtle. I have seen a sparkle but no real response.
      I am so tired of being scared and lonely, I am in love with YOU.

    2. Response
      July 3, 2017 at 1:28 am

      I promise I will try and make more effort. I guess I’m slightly nervous of showing you any reaction because I don’t want to be played by you.
      But still, I really care about you (more than I care for most) & wish things were different between us.
      But if neither of us shows any reaction then nothing will ever change I guess.

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