• To my toxic ex-friend

    by  • June 21, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Anger • 2 Comments

    Hey you,

    We’ve only been friends for such a short time so I’m mystified and not sure when our relationship turned toxic, but it did.

    You keep telling everyone that you did nothing, that it was all me why we aren’t friends anymore, that you are just a victim of my “craziness”.
    Damn right you did nothing.
    You did not show up when you said you would meet me. You made me wait for hours on end.
    You did not try harder when you said you would to save our friendship.
    You did not become a better friend when you promised me you would.
    You did not do the things you would do.
    You did nothing!

    You were the most toxic person I have ever met.
    This time I won’t be apologizing for standing up for myself, or for something I didn’t do. The toxicity of our relationship at this point in time is not something that I can handle anymore.

    2 Responses to To my toxic ex-friend

    1. You wonder why
      July 2, 2017 at 7:04 am

      Hey you. Its funny how you can honestly say this to me since I stood up for myself & voiced my feelings which you had repeatedly stood on & ignored many times. Especially when when you were blind drunk on so many occasions. Did it occur to you that you were scaring the fuck out of me? I always forgave those outbursts that sometimes were violent in nature. About being on time. Who was fashionably early? Wow! Aside from it being me who made the effort to see you all the time. Who had too wait on who? It takes two people to want to make a relationship grow & work. I upheld my end friend. Can the same be said for you? What you didn’t do! So many times I couldn’t believe what was coming out of your mouth. What was said not hours before. This is because the excess amount of drinking yourself into oblivion makes you forget. Many times I was asked the next day what you did because you had no memory.of. Toxic hey….I forgave all the BS that hurt me because I believed in us & saw the real you when you were shining. Not the self destructing you. What you can’t handle is the truth. That’s the sad part. Never again will I walk on eggshells around you or anyone.

    2. One more thing
      July 2, 2017 at 7:20 am

      I forgot to add. About your craziness? It wasn’t me who said this about yourself. I defended you when OTHERS spoke out about you. I listened & learnt to better understand you & in doing so see the real you. You’ve gone through alot of bad shit. I have too. I don’t know what more to say. Take care.

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