• To The Person I Love The Most

    by  • June 18, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    When I first met you, I didn’t know you were going to be a huge part of my life. I’ve always believed in true love and in happy endings so I never really thought about the possibility of losing you.

    Why? Was it something I said or didn’t say? Was it something I did or didn’t do? I don’t know. Maybe you finally realized that you deserved something better than this.

    Because beneath the cute pictures are endless arguments and fights that could last for days. It’s always you misunderstanding me or me misunderstanding you.

    Sure, we made up in the end of every fight we had but I was always worried that maybe one day you’ll grow tired of living like this. That maybe one day you’ll wake up and realize it’s not worth it anymore.

    So maybe a part of me wasn’t surprised when you decided to end things. But the other part of me was so devastated. I couldn’t sleep because you weren’t next to me anymore. I didn’t want to wake up because your voice isn’t the first thing I hear anymore.

    Maybe it’s selfish of me to cling on to the hope of us. But I don’t think I can ever stop loving you.

    I don’t want someone else to hold your hand. I don’t want someone else to listen to your stories. I don’t want someone else to be there for you. I don’t want someone else to take care of you. I don’t want someone else to notice how much you fix your hair. I don’t want someone else to notice the way your hands move when you’re nervous. I don’t want someone else to notice how excited you are to surprise your loved ones. I don’t want someone else to know everything about you. I don’t want someone else to be your everything.

    ….But I also want you to be happy. So if you find yourself happier with someone else then just be happy.

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