It is the place where we catch fleeting glimpses of the truth. Were we believe in the possibility of unconditional love. Not just between us but for all. A restored earth. A restored humanity. A place where we don’t have to sell our souls. A place where war, greed, corruption and jealousy do not have any power. Where money does not matter. Where all children are safe. Where everyone has a home, a purpose. Where trust comes naturally again. Like it was before it was taken away. We see it. We see the possibility. The beauty. Like a shooting star – so briefly lighting up the dark and letting us know that there is so much more.
We just can’t make it a reality, can we?
Not just yet. Ever?
Stuck on the bridge.
Is it just delusion? Being so disenfranchised with reality that we disassociate ourselves from it and create our own imaginary escapes of beauty?
Your beauty and the possibility of us is what most often takes me to higher places. Than more often than not, I come crashing down to reality and face the fact that you are not in mine.
Time to go back to the third. The 3 dimensional place where everything is as we were told. Do the things we are supposed to do. What they tell us. Make money. Be responsible. Work. Pay bills. Gain possessions. Have superficial relations. Smile when you are sad. Take pills, drink, smoke, eat shitty food. Watch TV. Drown yourself in Social media. Be anxious. Try to sleep and dream of a different place. Yet never making it a different place. Then do it all over again. And again.
Tell me how does this make you feel?
The thing is once we see it, I do not think we can unsee it. It only brings misery when we try to forget and ignore it. We have to tell ourselves we are crazy to feel normal. Let’s not do that. Maybe we are the normal ones and everyone else is crazy.
The glow on our face and the warmth in our hearts from believing in the unlimited possibilities of love is all that matters.
Keep exploring those possibilities. Get out in nature more. That is where everything is perfect. Where everything makes sense. Uncorrupted. Don’t ignore the signs. Don’t let the synchronisities make you feel crazy. They are signs you are on the right track. Feel the goosebumps. Breath. Believe. Smile. Know that your positive vibrations are making the world a better place.
Don’t beat yourself up.
The 4th is a long transformational process. More often than not it feels like never-never land. A constant combat between the 3rd and the possibility of the 5th. I think it is possible to keep your feet on the ground and float in heaven at the same time. Maybe heaven on earth is when our ego dissolves and we think with our heart.
At least I hope. I am still working on it too. I think it’s a life long process. You were the grinding stone that started the process for me. All the signs I have have been unable to unsee are why I have held on for this long.
Let’s just believe more. You, me and everyone else. If it feels good, why not?