• It’s getting easier

    by  • June 18, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Closure • 0 Comments

    I was lucky to get the closure I needed from you.
    And of course you couldn’t say what you really felt, but I’ll take what I can get. I’ve been 100% from the start with you and it seems like your not used to people being real with you. And it scares you. I wake up still Loving you, and I wake up hoping I don’t love you anymore, because what’s the point. We can’t be together, it’s pointless right …to hope that one day we could spend our lives together. I’m realizing that that’s not realistic, you love your freedom, you get to do whatever you want.
    And I can’t stop you from living your life.
    That would be selfish of me.
    In our last conversation we both agreed the timing wasn’t right…. you want to be friends. But I love you more than that.
    So we agreed it’s best we shouldn’t talk anymore.
    I’m just hurting myself , talking to you, seeing you every day.
    It’s not healthy for me to wait for you to text back all day .
    Or to see your photos.
    I just have to live every day loving you.
    Maybe if it’s real , I’ll see you the next lifetime and we do get that chance to be together.

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