i feel like my life is pointless. i’m grasping at straws in every aspect, and i can feel myself slipping away bit by bit. i have no purpose. my friends are leaving me. i hate my job, and most days i can’t get out of bed. i don’t want to be in this world anymore. i wish i could even think of someone who might care even a little bit, so may i had some reason to stick around. but there’s not.