Thank you all for allowing me a safe haven to express myself, but I am done. Emotionally drained… it is over. I will not be back. This site doesn’t update in a 5imely manner, and I feel… ugh. Nothing here is for me, as much as my delusional mind wants it to be. It’s okay though. No one loves me as I do them… not even my children. It is a woman’s path, I guess. To love and give with nothing in return. I don’t suppose I will last on this earth much longer, as my loneliness has caused self destructive behavior. As if I am worthy of being mourned.
See i have kids and a husband that I gave everything to. Maybe I was selfish in wanting to procreate, but now it os done. And he hates his life. Im sorry. Goodnight and goodbye.