I don’t know how to start this off because i’ve never done this. But, today has been horrible and i need to get this off of my chest. I don’t know where i went wrong but anything that could have gone wrong did. My significant other and i broke up after a very long time of being together. The only upside to today is that i got pizza. I got sunburned, but that’s what i get for a being so pasty. I’ve been up for hours now because i can’t cope with the break up. it makes me sad. i can’t stop crying. and i want to just punch things or anything to get my anger out. i used to think , as a kid, why people would jump off buildings or drink the nights away or smoke their lungs black. but now everything makes sense.