• To you, cat person

    by  • June 7, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Co-Worker • 0 Comments

    In those two weeks I really had the time of my life – I am sure you felt it too.
    I don’t know how often your actions made my mind change perspective, I lost count already. Something has changed and I am here, clueless, trying to understand if it was me, if I just misunderstood you the whole time, if … if. Too many possibilities, conflicting signals, hopes and dreams I cannot easily suppress.

    I hardly know you and yet you have monopolized my mind. You’ll never know, but it wasn’t love at first sight: I thought to be lucky as you’ll never be a problem to my sanity. How wrong I was.

    You are online, and I cannot talk to you.
    I don’t want to come across as needy but it is hard to resist.
    I’d love a sign, a word… anything really.
    I’d be happy to know you are still thinking of me once in a while.
    I miss the laugh, the banter, that incredible feeling you made me experience.
    It was all new to me, and was magical.

    But I cannot tell you.

    Balancing constantly on this thread of what I can say and what is not appropriate is tiring, exhausting.

    Say a word, and I’ll jump on the next plane.

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