Can I tell you something? It won’t take long, I promise.
Almost everything I told you is true. I say “almost” because I really don’t remember eveything I said and I know that emotions are sometimes exaggerated when there is alcohol involved. But I know that you know what I said. I know that you know how I feel about you, so I would appreciate it if you would please stop playing games with my heart. To continue to do so with no intentions of loving me fully would put me in the position of having to decide if I can continue to let somone I care for torture me with endless cruelty or leave and go on forever without you in my life. You are so special to me, I don’t want to do that. But I can’t neglect my self respect for anyone. I’ve been down that road. Never again. So please, don’t make me cut you off. I torture myself enough as punishment for my feelings. I don’t need to be anyone else’s whipping boy. Thanks.