For a long long time I was hoping that our stupid situation was nothing permanent. That we both were sorry and would laugh together in the end because finally love had won. I was hoping so much. I thought this feeling would never go away. And to be honest, deep down inside of me must be something left. Otherwise I probably wouldn’t write this here. But I can’t access it anymore as I used to. Without trying, without even wanting it, I realized just recently that I have finally moved on.