Never before have I ever felt this way. Hopeless. Dead inside. Pathetic. The last one was for many things, but most of all for writing my feelings on an online anonymous website. Crazy I tell you.
Life is tinged with gray and tastes of bitterness. It’s my new normal. I have to get up somehow. I have always managed to before. I just don’t know how to do it now. I don’t. I can’t. But I NEED to. NOW.