It really isn’t. I make it tragic. And you want to know what makes me the saddest? That you both use several of the same phrases, and gestures. And I dont know which of you done it first, and which of you adopted the mannerism. And now you’re divorced, still using the same mannerisms. Who
Sometimes… Just sometimes.. I wish I could die. But then I realize, days away from the two year mark of your suicide…. that I could never do to someone what you did to me. I will never get your image out of my head. My heartbreak will never heal. The PTSD will follow me forever.
I had stopped coming here after our phone call because “thats what i needed to hear.” Im doing my best my best to do me. Ive been going to work as much as possible before school starts, picking up multiple hobbies, got off the lease, im traveling more ect. ect. Things are going okay. You