• All I see is you

    by  • May 15, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Letting Go • 5 Comments

    The days are long and the nights are cold. You refuse to leave my mind and the grip you have on my heart is so tight it is hard to breathe.

    I close my eyes and see the eyes I try to forget.
    I close my eyes and see everything I have always wanted.
    I close my eyes and imagine you are with me.
    I close my eyes and all the memories I try so hard to forget come rushing back to my mind.
    I close my eyes and cannot forget the love I felt for you.
    I close my eyes and see the woman I have always wanted to spend my life with.
    I close my eyes and I continue to see an image of beauty.
    I close my eyes and realize you were just a dream.

    Time does not stop and life goes on but, the love I feel is still true. Nothing has changed since the first time I realized my feelings for you were more than I wanted to admit. I have tried to move on and date, tried to realize we never were and never could be but, my heart cannot seem to forget you. I have not found the space to let anyone else in my life and take your place; a place that should not be yours. Some days I feel like I am going completely crazy for the feelings I have; loving an enigma. We lost touch so long ago and I have accepted that it never was but, my heart cannot seem to understand what my head already know.
    Just know, that you are never far from my thoughts and heart. I pray that you and your family are doing well and that you my dear are completely happy. I was not able to be the one that makes you happy, I just pray that the one you love is accomplishing what I wish could have been my mission in life.

    Always yours

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    5 Responses to All I see is you

    1. @author
      May 17, 2017 at 11:56 am

      Why is it that you could. Never be with the person who me you wrote this letter too? Why do you shut down possibilities because of fears you face? If this letter had been written to me, because I too long to be someone’s who is already taken. I am not married and don’t belong to anyone. I don’t have plans on marring anyone. You are married. You shut the door and rightfully so, but I would love it if we we’re physically a part of each others lives and see where life takes us. Time together that only we know what it means. Who cares what others think. They need not worry about our special bond. My feelings for you are deep and true. They go nowhere. If you gave me a wish and only one wish, when it came to you and I. I wouldn’t wish for love making, I wouldn’t wish for you to leave your marriage” if indeed your happy! ” I would wish for your trust. I would wish you would let that part of your wall down and trust me, that I would never hurt you…… We should at least give us a chance to be what we can be. You have a friend for life. It would take trust to believe what I just said. I do understand why decisions were made the way they were, but the door didn’t have to be shut all the way with only one knob on it. The knob is on your side and trust is what would make you turn it. Until then I leave you to do what you feel you need to do. Without pressure from me. That’s how I roll. I don’t force anyone to be in my life, especially the one I truly love. I do still feel the same about you. I guess when two people have true chemistry it doesn’t go away. I back you 100% on what and how you decide to live your life. That includes who you want to be apart of it. Why? Because when I say unconditional I mean what I say. To a person who has walks up to trust, unconditional must sound silly and fake. To a person who knows it does exist, the words are solid. You don’t have to turn the knob to keep my unconditional, but if you did, I don’t want you thinking I’m expecting anything else other than letting the past go and moving forward together as very close best friends.




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    2. "Jane"
      May 17, 2017 at 5:21 pm

      My love




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    3. "Jane"
      May 17, 2017 at 5:25 pm

      Rebekah is my love.




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    4. Tina
      May 18, 2017 at 8:22 pm

      Beautifully written… I am sure Ankit of women in here would wish it was for them.

      Halfanace




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    5. c
      May 19, 2017 at 1:16 pm

      I am going through a similar situation. I hope we both find peace.




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