why do i always do this i always put up a strong front i lie and say that im fine when in all actuality, i need nothing more than to break down in her arms. these nightmares are killing me slowly but surely tearing me apart everyone thinks im fine and that im strong and
The truth? Hmm. Where do I begin? Let’s start with what I know. I know that I feel as though you hear me on a level that no one else seems to. I know that being around you puts me in this giddy mood. I feel like a little girl again with a schoolgirl crush.
The days are long and the nights are cold. You refuse to leave my mind and the grip you have on my heart is so tight it is hard to breathe. I close my eyes and see the eyes I try to forget. I close my eyes and see everything I have always wanted. I
Dear Friends and Relatives, I just can’t stop. I’m sure I’m not a sex addict. This only happens about once a week. My life is stressful and I need to take a break and indulge. I know it’s a selfish activity, but it makes me feel so good and I’m so relaxed afterwards. I know
There aren’t many days that go by when you’re not the first thing I think of, and the last thought that crosses my mind before I finally fall asleep. There aren’t many days when I don’t miss you so much that feels too so my heart. Along with yours. I love you Michael Ryan. And
I still have this idiotic notion that we could be together. I still imagine us seeing each other, imagine you suddenly confessing your love for me. It will never happen. It will literally never happen. So why can’t I just let it go? I know what I’m doing with you. You know what I’m doing.