• Feelings that i shouldn’t feel

    by  • May 7, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 2 Comments

    I hate myself for liking you so much, despite the fact that i definitely shouldn’t. I feel jealously and sadness; I don’t deserve to and shouldn’t be feeling these emotions in the first place however, i can’t help what i feel and think about you; you are genuinely one of the most amazing people I’ve ever had the pleasure of knowing. You make my face light up into a smile with your stupid humor, light flirting and friendly teasing (which i can tell is sometimes deliberate..maybe you like my smile. Who knows?), i still get butterflies being around you, you in general make my heart skip. You’re just so amazing, and possibly one of the sweetest and most adorable people i know; I’ve even heard from others that you say sweet things about me when I’m not around. We share such a special bond as it is now and I’m so thankful for that, but sometimes i wish it could be more; although i feel incredibly guilty thinking this. Thank you for all the special and fun moments we’ve shared; I look forward to more of those moments. I wouldn’t be where i am now without you.

    2 Responses to Feelings that i shouldn’t feel

    1. Just a girl
      May 7, 2017 at 12:52 pm

      Why the guilt? You can’t help your feelings. Anyone who makes you smile is usually wanting that reaction. I’m sure they do enjoy your smile, or at least your happiness.

    2. D-
      May 8, 2017 at 3:09 pm

      🙂

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