• what I tell myself

    by  • May 1, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 1 Comment

    I keep telling myself I am done with you and us, but every time you message me with a good morning text I fall right back into you. I am angry. I promised myself I wouldn’t be vulnerable to you. I told myself that I wouldn’t text you first. I wanted you to show me that you want me. I wanted you to show me that you care. I told myself that you couldn’t hurt me anymore. The truth is… I am a girl and you are a man. The 15 years that separate us are what complicate the relationship between us. I told myself you weren’t still in love with her… that you are telling the truth about you two being over, but I know that is not true. I know when you go to sleep at night, its in her arms. I told myself not to care. I told myself that I will find someone, and I did. But I compared them to you and I lost them. I told myself to move and for a while I did. I am done.

    One Response to what I tell myself

    1. Strong Arms
      May 2, 2017 at 1:51 pm

      I’m not done, yet, either my dear. Come to me. I will be waiting: with arms wide open. Under the moonlight. Welcome to this place, I’ll show you everything, with arms wide open.

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