Seeing you today was scary. My heart was pounding and my hands were shaking. I was terrified. You look so much thinner and fragile, like a single touch would shatter your heart into a million pieces. When you hugged me, I was internally screaming and when you squeezed me I knew you wanted me there
I don’t decide to get hurt. I just go along with all of this, knowing there’s nothing I can do but keep going. I am pushed and pulled by forces and I know that where I am is a place I will one day look back on, with a nostalgia, with a very intense memory.
J, I was 19, intoxicated, and vulnerable. I was stranded by my friends, totally without a ride in the middle of the night in a bar with hundreds of people that I “knew”… not in the sense that we used to know people, but in the sense that you’ve seen names on Facebook. But that’s
The first time I attempted suicide at fifteen years old, you were right there by my side. You held me as I threw up all the pills I took and you took the blame. I blamed you for everything that happened that night. I cried and cried and you held my hand and told me
i miss you. i still think of you every night when i cant sleep. i still think of you every morning when i wake up. i still think of you when i hear our song. i still let my thoughts wander to you when i see or hear something that reminds me of us. i
Pirate- I have looked into twin flames. I am in denial of it all. I don’t know how it could be real. But I can’t deny that I have felt things recently that I didn’t know I could feel in years. I have seen mystical and magical things happen that used to happen years ago.