I have been thinking about you a lot lately. About our relationship, if I can call it that. Why I get frustrated so often, why you seem so distant sometimes. Why we circle around but never intersect. I can only speak for myself, of course, but I know that I want this, I want you. And I think you want me too. They say that where theres a will, theres a way. Well, fortunately we have two (quite formidable) wills, that, if we combine together, can find the way.
I remember when I first saw you, I looked around the room, and couldnt understand why this Goddess before me didnt have the full and rapt attention of every man and woman there. From day one, you certainly had mine. And, in truth, maybe thats always been part of the problem. It didnt take me very long to fall for you. At the time, I didnt understand why it would take you more time. Maybe I still fully dont. The past is the past, but I really dont have many regrets. Most, if not all of my words and actions were directed in good faith towards bringing us together, if you can believe that. To be fair, we both made mistakes, but I think we are both more mature now and capable of realizing when its better to forgive and move forward. At least, Im at that point, I understand what youre worth to me.
For whatever mistakes, setbacks, and unfortunate circumstances led to us never taking the next step, theres always a new day today to try again. Whether we have to try harder, or try different things, or whatever we have to do, if we keep trying this is going to work. If we both took 10% of our ego, of our self, and put it towards being together, we could make this happen sooner than you may think. Together. I need your help. But I also want to help you, and I have some ideas.
For me, what I need, is more open communication from you. Thats the hardest thing for me. Im not asking for much. If you can do that, it will help me do what I know you need me to do, get my life together.
Don’t you think its about time we get right with each other? I do.
Happy Easter, and Love,