You left because I was suffocating you. You needed to live more … experience more. Now you have a chance. Now we both have a chance. I didn’t want you to leave at all … but I didn’t want you to be somewhere you didn’t want to be anymore. Which is why I helped you
You said we are not going to do fireworks ???? and looked right in at me to let me know you were actually talking to me about what you feel around me… and if you still do… totally unintentional on my part. It was all my imagination anyway… so that’s that. No more make believe.
You know…I was planning on writing to you this morning. There’s been a lot on my mind lately about us that I wanted to share with you in the hopes we might be able to work together to become closer to each other. But… As I see you have resorted back to your default mode
Alone. Always alone. When you walk on the empty road in the middle of the night, looking at the stars above you, they smile down at you, together, united; and then you turn to share this with the person standing next to you, only to realise you are alone. Quietly, you blink away the tears
My Wedding Day Today, April 15 2017… I had a dream. I dreamed of my Wedding Day. I’m writing this down, because after all the dreams and nightmares that I had, this one was the longest and most memorable dream I had ever had. Why? Because this was about a dream of a man named