I’m angry.. I’m sad, heartbroken.. pissed, full of regret .. still in love .. and disgusted. When we first got together, everything was perfect.. we had the best dates, the best nights out and I couldn’t think of being away from you. Sex was amazing..well the connection was amazing. I rarely ever came, but when
I checked back in with my heart, soul and mind today and yup, I still hate you Pat. Maybe someday I won’t but today isn’t someday. Related Post Dear Dad I’m still a Rock star! oh god.
It’s really hard for me not to get affected by others emotions. Related Post It Worries Me Sickness I’m So AfraidRead more →
I noticed the colors getting brighter this week. I have a few more realities to decipher. But I’m getting faster with it. I’m so close to letting go. Related Post I Understand You can block everything, except emails appearantl... You bitch.
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Said a painful goodbye to josh. Eric has a girlfriend and Simon was never an option. He is married. The only guy who is in my life is my workout coach whose life dream is to marry autumn calabrese. There is literally no one in my town and I’ve tried the online dating and looking