To the brother who never loved his sister,
How could you do this, I adored you, I loved everything about you and you just constantly shut me down . I saw all my friends acting as if they were best friends with there brothers but you never really thought of me as a ‘friend’. You thought of me as a problem, you thought I got everything and you got nothing but really thats not true and I know you know deep down the everything you do is wrong.
Why do you feel the need to hurt me, call me names, point everything that is wrong with me out, why?
I never once said anything about you to anyone because I loved you but I don’t think I can do this anymore, you scare me, I fear that one day your going to do something you will won’t be able to ‘fix’ or as you like to call it, don’t talk about it until everyone has forgot and then do it again.
I hide in my room gripping onto the dog because I fear for my life when your around, I’m scared your going to break me like all the doors you’ve broken.
I feel sorry for everyone in this house but in all honesty I feel the most sorrow for you, you need help, what your doing isn’t right and i know you’ve tried to stop but you always go back to your old ways and that breaks my heart because you used to be such a beautiful boy and now your nothing, your just a shell and the real you is hidden deep away, as if your protecting yourself and you’ve created a wall around you that has no feeling for others.
I know you’ll never see this but I just want you to know I will always love you, even when your breaking everything in your path ill always see the good in you.
I love you brother from your heart broken sister x